Humne jisko...

Chaha tha humne jisko..

Wo kabhi mila hee nahi.

Laakh koshish ki..

Magar faasla mita hee nahi.

Jholi failakar maanga tha jisse..

Khuda ne kissi dua ko suna hee nahi..

Kitni shiddat se chaha tha...

Aur wo kissi aur ka ho gaya...

Shayad iss jahan mein wafa ka sila hee nahi..

Aye mere humnasheen ye dua hai meree..

Tujhe zindagi mein...wo sukoon miley.

Jo mujhe kabhi mila hee nahi

Michael Jackson

"Michael Jackson "

I heard this name for the first time when I was mere 8. Tapori people who drank bhang on the event of Holika..were screaming something.. "oye Micharl Jakson ki owlaad..chal apna naach gaana band kar...aur mera ishtyle dekh " . I was standing in my balcony...as I just don't like weirdly throwing colours at someone..or just be a slave of my friend's pichkaari. At that point of time..what all I came to know was that this personality "Michael Jakson" is a brand name.. .. .. and I am not a fan of him.. I was a kid and just went to my room with a thought what Mr. Jakson did..that hez so famous..that a man..whose isn't in his senses..can howl his name??

As we say..Time answers itself..in the best way..and I found

he the "King of POP " .. He is a person..which will force you to humm his song in the beginning..later on...you wud be screaming the same..with your guitar as your companion..The way he had picturized himself..I don't hesitate...calling him IMMORTAL . Even though he went off fom this world...he wasn't anything...apart from being PERFECT . Uptil wotver I have seen in these 16years and 11months...that hez the only one..who was worshiped..critisized..and worshiped again..

Now there is a big fuss created even on his death..

Hmm...I wish he lives peacefully in his grave atleast...AMIN.

Power of Pain

I sat alone another day.
The world was moving all around me,
but it seemed as if my life was in a standstill.
The doctors say its anxiety.
Everyone thinks anxiety means nervousness or fear,
but it is deeper than that.
Anxiety holds you prisoner.
You can't leave your house.

Ding
Dong
Ding
Dong

The doorbell rings but I can't answer.
There is too much fear inside.
You can't answer the phone.

Ring
Ring
Ring

"Telephone for you!" my family yells. I
tell them to say that I will call back, but I won't.
You can't eat.

Chomp
Bite
Chew

No, not me. The anxiety
even controls that. All the pain rushes back up with
every little thing I eat.
You can't go out.

Step
Step
Step

Everyone walking around me, but I can't move, the
apprehension paralyzes me.
Everyone says, "Be brave. You can do it. You'll make it out of this."
But sometimes I wonder if I will.
I try to combat it all, but if I attempt to do anything,
it all starts over again.

Thump
Thump
Thump

My heart beats faster and faster.
I can feel it in my chest.

Beads of sweat
Racing
Falling
Running down my forehead.
All the thoughts swarm in my brain.
The fear picks up.
It is unbearable.
I'm so frightened, but I don't know what of.
The paranoia sweeps over my body like a giant wave.
Every day I have to fight what seems to be a losing battle.
But then . . . I look outside.
I see the colors.
I see the life.
I see spirit.
I know I can do this.

Hope
Pray
Win